humans are a creature of habit, or so what i would like to regard them as. when u boss people around the clock, you can't seem to shake it off, when you grow dependant on a certain person, you found it almost impossible at the prospect of living your life without the person. i am a creature that is complex by nature and even more hard to please. trust me,hehe. but the point here is, i hate people bossing me around, and i hate it even more when i had to think of not caring for someone as much as i did before. but under unexpected circumstances, i had to live my life without that person that i cared about once.

• the bossing part.

i know that all of us has different quirks, antics and personalities. but the quality that i loathe the most is when a person bosses other people around. hello,down to earth miss bossy. you don't own me,and that is a fact. some people has this preconceptions and pre-assumptions and when they act based on your own assumptions, it can lead to a very dangerous and misleading outcome. never ever assume and never perceive recklessly.

• the letting go part

once,i had this obsession on barbie dolls. i consider them my life,so you know how severe the outcome is when you have to grow up (forced to,actually,hehe) and shake the habit of binging your barbies everywhere along off. it was darn hard,and i'm not kidding you. but eventually, i gave in to the wish of my parents, that i no longer need to play with barbies and grow up and keep up with the rest of the world.hihi. it was hard, seeing my barbies placed on the upmost shelf,where my once used to be scrawny hands can't reach to. so i learned to deal with it. i had this curse,of being attached too easily;be it on people,animal,flowers,or even electrical appliances.(i can't help feeling sorry for the fan who had to operate the whole day for me). so,when it comes to humans it is harder to handle the emotions that comes with them. i love sincerely with the hope that people love me the same way.unconditionally. some proved true,some not so true,but heck,that is what life is all about isn't it?=))